Flight of the disc™

Knee jerked, hopes dashed

2007-11-03T02:18:00.000+08:00

Hurt my knee pretty badly.. guess gotta stay on the sidelines pretty long.. Oh wells, hopefully it recovers in time for Manila..

Lotsa things in my head now.. Lotsa things to do, consider plan and rectify... Wonder if the tiny box on top can take so much.. One thing at a time i guess.. Zen made a remark when we met for lunch on Thurs, "how come we are meeting in work attire now?" Haha.. Guess we are all grown up now with different mindsets and different responsibilities and piorities.. Everyone's buzzing around their daily routine, making ends meet and making dreams become reality, so here we are all grown up... Time pass really fast, when time was spent on fun, fun and fun.. mayb studies a little.. Haha... and of course BGRs.. Haha wat a thing of the past..

quirkedfrenzied seems such a childish name fer a blog.. haha mayb i shud change it too.. grinz.. when i'm free lah, blogspot has a weird html lang which i dun really understand now.. haha.. so till then my frenz

Sing Open

2007-07-20T01:54:00.000+08:00

CAnt wait for SG Open to come man...
feeling the rush of adrenaline alr... haha.. itz crunch time..
Anyway, alr started work @ PIAS -Professional Investment Advisory Services
So my frenz if u need any planning done, investment or insurance or retirement, or estate juz call me! haha...

It takes a miracle perhapz..

2007-06-28T10:29:00.000+08:00

Haven been blogging, so juz to update my curious frenz...

Been busy studying at the moment, trying to get my F.A license.. (read: Financial Advisor)
Yes and No.. to all the questions tat popped into ur head!
Yes, got insurance, No thats nt the main focus, Main focus is unit trusts...
so dun worry, i wun be calling u to sell insurance lah..
!@#$%^&)(^&#$%@$%#

haha.. so anyway.. Sing openz is on Sept 8 & 9! Farrer Park!
so muz rush to get fitter!
and those whu haf always wanted to know wat ultimate frisbee is aboout, the one sport which my world revolves around, the date n place is stated, so drop by and watch!

Ciao!
will be back after i cleared all my papers!
2 down, 2 more to go!

Rejected!

2007-05-10T00:59:00.000+08:00

Got rejected by NIE, how pathetic can my life be?
Plan B.. Full time job, study part time.
Plan C.. Do well in the frisbee coaching business.
Plan D.. Find investors and do my F&B business.
Plan E.. Rot and wallow in self pity!

Feel so useless man.. Cnat decide wat i want.. Frisbee thing is gonna start soon..
Haiz a lot of factors affecting my decision in wat plan to follw, definitely nt plan E..
Got to look really ahead, and plan properly.. Life is no longer thinking bout oneself..
My parents, My future family and most of all HER..
We've talked about suc stuff before, and currently, i have nothing to offer, nothing to convince and nothing to make her secure..

Pray lord, help me find my way and fulfill my dreams..

cut all over again..

2007-04-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

got my pink ic alr..

looking fer a job.. any one with lobang? a bank wud be nice..

and i tot we've left it all behind.. but i guess nt... at times i really wonder why.. why do i hold on time n time again... and get myself broken.. when things juz wudnt change... u lied saying no bt yet u wanted to.. if u cant drop tt, this will nvr be something u want, and u wudnt even try cuz ur heart is nt here anymore.. i'm trying really hard.. it really hurts... nad i've lost count...

and why? whats so gd bout him? wats so bad abt me? why cant he juz leave things as it is after claiming to have moved on.. fuck off!

tears the raindrops of a broken heart

2007-04-10T04:11:00.000+08:00

down in the dumpz~

i cant help feeling the way i am, i got myself into this mess, thinking i cud make a difference but now it has really come one full circle... somethings eventually will materialize, and naturally fear arise.. i dunno when tat day is, but mayb know where.. but till tat day comes i nvr know. i dun wat i shud do now, i've lost the ability to protect myself. cant get to sleep without lying back and having thoughts running rampant in my head.. i've gotta keep myself sane and wait for the elusive reason the elusive solution. i need to know and i want to know..

Thank u my fren, u noe whu u are for listening to me ramble on n on..

2007-04-08T14:57:00.000+08:00

messy.. hurting.. why?

If I can reach the stars, Pull one down for you,
Shine it on my heart So you could see the truth:
That this love I have inside Is everything it seems.
But for now I find It's only in my dreams.

And I can change the world,
I will be the sunlight in your universe.
You would think my love was really something good,
Baby if I could change the world.

And if I could be king,
Even for a day, I'd take you as my queen;
I'd have it no other way.
And our love would rule This kingdom we had made.
Till then I'd be a fool, Wishing for the day...

That I can change the world,
I would be the sunlight in your universe.
You would think my love was really something good,
Baby if I could change the world.
Baby if I could change the world.

I could change the world,
I would be the sunlight in your universe.
You would think my love was really something good,
Baby if I could change the world.
Baby if I could change the world.
Baby if I could change the world.

DK 2005

2007-03-27T09:44:00.001+08:00

Got this on Rayner's blog, those days were really fun.. Now i know why Steph msg me telling me bout visiting the DK's Blog.. i miss those days too..

Crammed updates

2007-03-21T00:26:00.000+08:00

Yes no updates dead blog, wateva.. used to it..

haha.. Been busy with my Ncap course, my trainings and of uz my GF.. haha.. i hv a life u know..

NCAP's really interesting, knowing things which i never knew, like gurls if u're menstrating, dun do any vigorous sports for during this period, the chances of injury is at a all time high! So take note..

Anyways, go watch 300! its freaking awesome.. The fight scenes , the arrogance of Leonidas.. "To knee? there's a prob, u see, i'm having cramps......"

"Spartans have a hearty breakfast, for tonight we'll die in HELL!!!!!"

Haha.. Been spewing all this shit from 300.. haha.. one of the best movies in my life..

And guess wat, Donut Factory's donuts are really delicious.. yes, i queued.. for an hour more at city hall.. imagine the agony or having a full bladder, nuthing to read, and plus most imptly i din have my mobile with me! haha... but seeing the delight on her face, it was all worth it.. lighted her weary face with a smile and the smacking of lips after the attack on the helpless donuts.. they din know wat hit them man.. haha..

Will upload the delicious photos soon.. Actually there's lotsa photos, but some ppl juz dun seem to wanna pass them to me.. and that leaves me puzzled as to why she took them in the first place!

a collage courtesy of the lady herself

ORD!

2007-03-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

30 more working days!!!
Cant wait.. but i cant wait fer freedom or harsh reality of the outside world? haha.. will i actually dread it?
Gotta start job hunting!
Started 2 Ncap 1 lessons already.. kinda interesting man.. How to be a gd coach, how to plan.. Hopefully, mayb with this i dun have to search for part time job..
guess wat my frenz, i applied for relief teaching.. haha.. no joke..

Ulty's in a low period fer me, kinda missing something in my game wonder wat it is..
Korea Tourney's in April.. Wondering if i can make it.. gonna be cool man!
Been rather busy so haven been really updating, nuthing much to update too anyway...
Guess this blog is gonna die soon.. haha..

My church youth group kena taken over by some bloody incompetent guy, and mind u its a forced takeover.. bloody arseholes.. taking away something we put our heart and soul to build up.. and now they wanna have a new core and muz go interview somemore.. prob gonna put their own ppl inside.. GRRRRR!!!!
till then

random sentences

2007-02-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

i Miss Perth! The Laidback lifestyle, the beaches..

Screwed up i am.

haven settle my uni application!

More hongbaos pls! *with more money of cuz!

2007-02-09T02:36:00.000+08:00

cant get to sleep.. sianz.. alot in my head..
stupid itunes playing all those sappy songs..
stupid cats screaming downstairs...
sounds of motorcycles going by on the road..
oh, someone juz threw a bucket of water down at the cats.. all silence now..
be without you by mary j.blige playing now..
doodles.. aimless doesnt get me anywhere..
ciaoz..

2007-02-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

Met up with keith and Jan today in town.. As usual, we din learn our lesson and once again we ordered too much food... this time the scene of crime being newton.. and amazingly we bumped into Mr Lam, who's Still as funny as ever, with a face tat has not aged a single bit.. haha.. headed to holland v to chill out and talk, and future being the topic.. more pressure.. more fears.. but anyway it was nice catching up with u guys..

As if the pressure of my future isnt enuff, my world juz came crashing down..
never did i realise the things i did were deem as time wasted...
And if u think life was done with me, doubts began forming and served cold..
Life is cruel, but u cant change it..
My mind was and is still flooded, with memories dear and crazy fears..
Lost in a world where my imaginations runs wild..
a deep yearning feeling feels the void, yet overpowered by the persisting pain...

my random thots

2007-02-07T16:53:00.000+08:00

a million of wat if's..
wat does the future have in store for each one of us?
i dunno.. no one knows..
i suddenly dun feel so confident bout myself, my dreamz n my future...
will a heart of gold ever be able to stand amongst the pockets of gold?
will it survive in a world where ppl are judged by social status?
for all i know, i might be a singaporean blangadeshi...
wud u want me if i'm a millionaire coffee shop hawker?
life is cruel..
in layman terms, i juz gotta work hard for wat i want..
and suddenly all the images and pictures i used to envision juz seems to fade away..
the depths of solitude sets in...
a point of no return

blabbering away in camp, suddenly i dun understand wat the fuck i'm writing..

random blogging

2007-02-07T00:47:00.000+08:00

Lost my first league game! horrendous...

argh! v day present have to think again.. damn.. bloody supplier u! no stock! grrrr...

damn.. lotsa things to do in this month... registrations for courses, shiok's website, argh! 2 months like damn draggy! haha.. i want my pink ic!

feeling very random todae! sg won asean cup! man utd won epl!(i hope) won champions league (i wish) fa cup!(i pray).. treble again!

waikiki up soon.. Gotta retain the champion status! pulled out from surf and sweat so din managed to defend the title! nvm next yr! wahaha... at least muz keep waikiki as mine! 2 time defending champion? *cross finger

alrite.. doodles.. nitey..

future!

2007-02-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

ok peeps here u go!

starting from the 1st of feb i'm gonna be real broke..
haha.. applications fer uni course are on! haiz.. major headaches...
creative director? journalist? marketing? PE teacher? tourism industry?

anyway alr registered fer the PTT but dunno if its too late...
so pray fer me ppl, for time is something i dun have to waste..

Meantime hope the frizb coaching proposal pulls thru!

11 more weeks to go!
77 more days to go!
dunno if it shud be something i wanna look forward to..
freely into the normal world, embracing the excess time at hand, facing the mayhem that looms..

i said i wun buy a camera phone but........

2007-01-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

I'm in love with the iPhone!!! Cant keep my eyes off it.. 8GB u're mine!!

2007-01-14T19:19:00.000+08:00

To you
All these precious moments with u by my side, muz be a gift from heaven,thats holding me all nite, i dunno how i found you, i'm thankful that i have, never had i haf a love so true, to hold to keep to share. In my heart i can no longer hold inside all of the love i used to hide, i'll always be with u until the very end in this world there is no place i rather be, u are my life my soul my girl and thru it all i know u'll come to see that u're the one...... till the end
from me

2007-01-13T14:21:00.000+08:00

Ever wonder how is it like to communicate with construction workers be it thai, bangladesh or other foreign workers like the fillipinos?

Was helping out my mum today, and i realised tat tho we were communicating in broken english and all, i smiled naturally n happily at all these ppl i dealt with and yet when it comes to certain singaporeans, i kinda dread it.. They are so much nicer to talk to and all, and when i see them purchasing stuff fer their loved ones back in their homeland, it really tugs on my heartstrings.. How they toiled hours faraway from home juz to earn a mearge sum, scrimping n saving all they can to provide food fer their families and when i look at the cocky singaporeans with fucked up attitudes looking down on all these ppl, i pity the singaporeans, the caucasianz, eurasianz wateva... Cuz they are nt able to feel the happiness n love these ppl get when they are home with their loved ones.. Bringing home 2nd hand items they bought and the appreciative eyes of the receivers as compared to the unappreciative youngsters of our society today whu only indulge in those over priced branded shit like armani lv etc etc when they dun even earn their own moolah.. and i truly understand that happiness is simple and it comes from within..

~ suddenly it dawn on me tat it might be those two charaters which ur heart has nt really dealt with tat in turn results in u being difficult.. mayb i'm overly sensitive n emotional ~

2007-01-06T02:01:00.000+08:00

Back to the mundane NS life once again.. 3 more months to go..
Looking forward to my sun ulty life once again.. This time well equipped with all my under armour! Yipee! Hopefully my knee has enuf rest.. gotta really treat my physio seriously if i wanna continue playing competitively.. Oh and there's the coaching course to look forward to in March! And muz muz look into course fer my studies.. the most impt thing i needa do..

Qns to ponder :
Shud i continue in Engineering?
Now tat i'm gonna coach and if it takes off, then its def part time studies fer me!
But wat kinda course shud i really do?
Well the facets of life...

Gotta get back in shape!

You & Me earlier times!

2007-01-02T00:29:00.000+08:00

New Year came & left...

Sitting in front of my computer, i recalled words tat have been spoken, actions tt haf been done.. wad i did last yr and wat i plan to do this yr...
2007 here i come!

Paranoia's finding its way back..
A wildly imaginative fella.
More than words..

2006-12-28T17:58:00.000+08:00

called chan brothers
SQ 871 currently confirmed..
Pls be safe...

2006-12-27T04:21:00.000+08:00

taiwan gt earth quake.. Kaoshiung i think..
msged her but no reply din even hear from her since mon night when she called... i'm so fucking worried.. the earthquake was on tues morning..
Pls dun let anything happen to her

Christmas!

2006-12-26T13:15:00.000+08:00

Christmas week wasnt tat splendid... but thanks to my church mates i was kept busy enuff.. which is gd.. haha..
Thurs in camp wasnt tat awesome... Juz beer and steamboat.. nuthing much..
Fri -- whole afternoon at home... bbq at nite..
Sat -- afternoon go Jp with corny n johnny, carolling after tat..
Sun -- whole day at gramz place till midnite mass then charz/aud's place
Christmas day -- woke up at 2 go gramz place then at 8 andrew's place..
Today -- whole day at home again n now blogging..

This is how boring my xmas was... but thanks to church it was a wee bit occupied..
sorry to bore u guys with such details.. *grinz*
haiz.. i miss my gf..

Whine WHine whine

2006-12-22T18:42:00.000+08:00

I miss perth.. although it cost me a bomb i really wanna go back there again.. The fish&chips, the seafood, the breathtaking scenery! Mayb i shud even consider gg there to study.. Hahaha.. to think i nvr tot of studying overseas.. God Bless myself! I WANNA EXPLORE AUST ENTIRELY!

Yes i'n being whining like a typical gurl.. I dun care! haha..

Aust
NZ
Japan
Greece
Europe
Canada
Etc Etc
so many fucking palces i wanna go.. Money pls drop from the sky!!

Hey baby, u're being missed right now right here! Enjoy taiwan!

Back from perth! Episode 1

2006-12-20T20:29:00.000+08:00

yes! i'm back to the sunny isle of singapore!
My first words, Singapore damn FARKING HOT!! HaHa!
So anyway went to perth fer the World Ultimate Clubs Championship! Freaking awesome trip!! So din wanna come back to SG! Sigh! hahaha...

Jiamin & Debbie at the airport

Me & Jiamin!

Juz a lil anxious reaching the airport.. juz couldnt wait to board the plane and see wat lies beyond the shores of singapore.. haha.. clive juz couldnt stop throwing a disc!
~it wud be great if i was able to have u there with me, but yes i'll always remember tat nite~

Villa luxury residents still at the airport making merry!

Chinese food in the airport(after checking in) is so freaking expensive man! So does tat means tat Changi airport is nt part of singapore? weird...

They call me a cam whore. so WAD? haha.. Pre boarding shot!

Alicia & I

People whom i dun get to see in singapore appears at the airport, at the check in counter and took the same flight to the same destination as me. How cool is tat? Haha.. So a pic is a must rite alicia?

The rise of dawn!

A Majestic view~flying high~

Sunrise in Perth!!

Juz look at the vast grren land.. totally AWESOME!

PERTH!!

And yes i have finally arrived.. Cant wait fer the fun to begin!!!

2006-12-20T20:01:00.000+08:00

Perth Episode 2

On the WAy to Our VILLA!!!

Villa Luxury!

This place is so freaking awesome!! Damn comfortable!

FIELDS!!!

Our DAY 1 Opponents!

The Aussie RAinbow!

The Setting Sun

Too Many picz.. PArt 3 coming up...

2006-12-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

First Day @ the fields!!

MVPs!!

Me & Eileen!

Dinner @ Cicerello's

Kaili's followed a few days later! More choices more moolah gone! Spent like bout 30Aus on food man! haha.. WOrth it.. Well WORTH it!!

Subiaco

Nt the best of places to have lunch but still a new place!

Trip to cottlesoe's beach!

Met up with Melia so she brought me to the beach! The water is totally awesome man!
Fell in love with the beach! haha.. amelia was saying singapore so small cant meet but can meet in Aussie! wahahaha.. Later tat nite, went to a GAY CLUB to see some gay shit, and lesbian mud wrestling!! Eye opener i wud say, esp fer DAve whu was almost picked up and almost gt stucked in a gay vs tranny shit!! Wahahaha..

THe brewerkz of PErth! One of the sponsers of WORLDS so here we are! Pretty EX i wud say.. haiz.. Pizza cost me close to twenty bucks

Watched the finals on sat! totally took our breath away, while the japs took the womens mens n masters titles home leaving team fisherprice with the mixed!

This very night Amelia brought us to several hotspots in Perth! Went to this Strip Joint but no photography allowed so my apologies to the horny arse whu wished to see such photos! Sadly the strip joint wasnt a really happening place, plus the gurls aint tat fantastic, but still something new! later we moved to clubs! haha, din even know tat juz a few streets away frm our residence there's actually a club!!! ARGH!!! wat a waste.. So MANY GREAT THANKS AMELIA! Thanks fer bringing us ard... We HAd lotsa fun, esp the crazy drive from the city back to FReo!! Haha.. Such things dun hapen in SG!!!

Last day in Perth! The others went back on the early flights leaving Me, QSN, Mumba, Raphael, Chee wai n Jiamin(went to church with Deb's bro)... so decided to do some last min shopping in Perth City but alas, as legends has it, 12 noon still no shops open! wahahaha... Managed to look ard n eat but nuthing to buy.. Tats why my frenz, u all gt no prezzie's! Dun blame me! plus i spent lotsa on Gaia stuff and Pantagonia... Not forgetting my UNDER ARMOUR!!!! *muackz*

So tat was it, my 9 days in Perth! Till today i keep thinking back and wish i cud spend more time there! Better if i did fly to Melbourne, sorry Jan, Next time!! Keith says he wanna go too!! Aussie is really an awesome place!

29 OCt 2006

2006-10-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

10 more days to Perth!!! CAnt freaking wait!! HaHa.. Gonna be lotsa fun with my team mates... Its been a really long yr tat we've gone thru, trainings and all juz fer this Perth trip, the frustrations, disappointments, laughter, antics, anger, happiness. I'm really glad to be part of Shiok!, amongst wonderful ppl, whu at times are juz a reflection of me with the attitude of YOU DUN LIKE ME? UR PROBLEM, NT MINE!
Haha... And their passion really rawks, despite having a hectic mon to fri work schedule, they are totally so committed to Sunday trgs, draining every ounce of energy they have in them! And they have really really taught me alot, nt juz in ultimate but lessons in life and all! Thank you guys!

ARh yes, PERTH PERTH PERTH!! 10th Nov to 19th Nov!! Gonna miss u dear! HaHa, yes yes, no calls no chats no gifts etc etc.. try to the best of my ability k! You been such a joy in my life, thank you!

~ its nt me, i wun do such a thing, believe me ~

24Oct2006

2006-10-26T20:17:00.000+08:00

QNs:"Can i guang ming zhen da hold ur hand?"
Ans:"Ya can."

~May the grace of god be with us and guide us in our journey together~

Phone stolen

2006-10-15T01:22:00.000+08:00

Hey Dudes My phone got stolen, so might need u guys to give me ur number so on and so forth, sorry fer the inconvenience guys! curse tat bloody arse!

Yest & Todae

2006-10-10T17:31:00.000+08:00

Y.E.S.T
Went to SMU event, but first i muz comment, someone really looks gd in formal! Haha!
Watching newbies play frizb can be a really fun thing to do at times as Jiamin said, and i totally agree.. Dinner at Brewerkz was gd also, tho kinda feels weird, cuz i aint from SMU? But great thanks tat these ppl were born friendly and plus i had u by my side.. Haha, Sweet talking u're gonna say, but tatz really true, so i dun care.. ~lalalaa.. Haha..

N.O.W
Haha, juz woke up frm my nap, juz had my dinner and juz spoke to kochi loco...
you were right man, i was really tat tired and i din know it! *grinz*
so sorry, i was drifting in and out of sleep in between msgs tatz why i din like msg u! Haha! Oh wells, din intent to change my blog song but mayb u'll like this..

4 more weeks to worlds, gotta prepare a list of items i needa bring.. sigh.. But i seriously cant wait.. Itz really gonna be an eye opener! All the plays, the hucks, grabs and scores! Deliciously yummy! And good lord imagine all the tim tams i'm gonna have at my fingertips! Wahahaha! Oh wait, sure gonna kena lecture alr..

Everyone's been asking bout my life, so i'll say, life's been pretty good, pretty happening, and pretty fun! Wad more can i ask? Ice skating, playing arcades, re-living ulty madness, movies, everything which i stopped doing fer quite a while.. Its the company tat breeds fun and laughter.. Haha.. Kochi loco makes me happy!
I love seeing the way ur face lights up when u smile..

~Kochi loco~

2006-10-08T01:34:00.000+08:00

i love choc love letters do u?
Shrimp dumplings! Sugar Cane w/o lemon! Cereals! Long John's! Arcade! Movies! Library! Fish soup! Water fights! Bovril! Chucking anytime anywhere! "Sun bathing in the park"! Laughter fun and all! i love them, do u?
Crazy week i had, nevertheless filled with fun and laughter.. Thank you!

Singapore Openz

2006-09-29T16:19:00.000+08:00

well been pressed fer updates, so shall juz update on sing openz!
well shiok din win anything but well we got joint 3rd.. something which surpassed our target.. a downside of all things was politics surrounding the behaviour of our players, yea, behaviour wise we were wrong in certain ways but screw u if u think u guys were so spirited! Look back, judge urself before judging others.. Oh and i dun give a fuck if u're unhappy with whu i support.. PUUUU~~ LAAAA PUUU~~~ LAAAA Oh btw i got caught on tape fer cheering fer them.. Rock on!
Not happy? Kiss my ass!! This is my life, i paid fer the openz too.. so i get to do wat i want!

~the winning point thrown by SweeNee caught bt Sweet! SHiok Moment!

~Target Sighted

~Bulls eye! my Layout D

~Wat goes up muz come down.. There i go!

~My Hammer throw to my team mate Eileen!

~in safe hands!

And LAdies n Gentleman, SHIOK!!

And so tat was Sing Openz06 which came and gone.. MArina South is now quiet as usual..Sundays are training days.. But Wait all is not lost! i smell perth i smell WUCC 06! World Clubs! Till Then fellas.. Rock On!!

FHM party@ Thumper

2006-09-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

All thanks to dave, we got into the FHM party @ Thumper on fri! Friggin awesome!! Haha quoting Yinxiang a.k.a Mouth, " we went in losers, came out winners!!haha.. The Drinks were pretty awesome too.. Non Stop!!.. haha..
Oh was sabo-ed onto the stage but i got my oh sweet revenge when YX n Brendan got pulled up fer the pole dancing segment.. Wahahaha.. Din get the pics from YX or the videos.. but will post it up when posible!
Anyway, guess i made yinxiang's and kaifeng's nite! Sorry Mark.. Haha.. till next time my boys..

Kaifeng, Myself, Yinxiang and Joe, bf of Rene the FHM gal whu sabo-ed me..

The party goers

Simone! YX's mesmerized by her! haha.. and this is his fav pic!

YX juz cudn't take it anymore

AETC Dudes!! Rawk on!

More pics to come.. nt able to post them up.. dunno why..

2006-09-07T23:21:00.000+08:00

itz here i see it, i smell it!!!
FLIGHT OF THE DISC!!!
SING OPENZ 06~~~

work suckz.. kena posted to another department.. a damn screwed up one at dat
!!!

My weekend!

2006-08-28T12:07:00.000+08:00

wad a weekend man!
Miss my seafood session at granny's place cuz i've gotta book into camp on sat nite!
Miss the dinner session with steph joyce and co. cuz i've gotta book in on sat nite!
Miss my Man Utd game on sat nite cuz i've gotta book in man!
Anyway even if i din book i only get to choose one!

Din realise AHM was actually tat fun, but nevertheless damn tiring! but whu cares, i got a medal anyway!! *sniggers*
21km is no joke, not went u went fer training after tat! Final training summore! 5hrs! The result? Entire body aching the next day... but itz all worth it!!!
2 more weeks to Singapore Opens.. So looking forward to it! SHiok & Destroy!

Quick updates!

2006-08-23T23:49:00.000+08:00

Lately stupid things been happening in camp and i'm not spared form the brunt of it.. stupid arseholes...

Opens coming pretty soon.. all psyched up i hope.. SHIOK n DESTROY!!!
WOrlds-- $$$$$$$$$

oh i've got a tattoo.. to check it out, pls make an appointment with Mr Enrique @ 81983280.. like hell u guys dunno my number..

oh no comments column, cuz tag board's suppose to be up.. or rather i wanna change a new comments program, but too busy to do it! anyway my blog not very happening so nt many ppl one.. wahahaha..

So far so gd.. Thats all folks!

10 Aug 2006

2006-08-11T17:41:00.000+08:00

Watched CLick! yesterday!
wad a pleasant surprise, din really thot of tat u know.. thank u so much.. its was a really nice family orientated movie, makes u feel the warmth and love they shared..
recently i've been surprised pretty often and its really good.. i love it.. thank you!

and it was also my bitch birthday, so we headed to vila'ge fer dinner.. Jas was late as usual.. haha to all ppl whu dun know, vila'ge = marche...
steph was pretty edgy yest, cuz the poor bugger din smoke the whole day, and was getting on the nerves of jas n mandy! haha.. coincidentally we bumped in joyce who was working! haha.. cool...

recently i've been pretty edgy over lotsa stuff, big/small.. guess my own personal stuff nad bearing down on me.. i'm stressed out, nt by anyone but by my incapability and the evil side of me... sigh

Da wrong moves in life..

2006-08-02T23:41:00.000+08:00

Somewhere somehow as u are undertaking the journey called life, u turn around, look back and ask urself this qns "have i regretted anything in life?"

i do.. there are indeed a lot of regrets in my life which leads to where i am now.. decisions tat cud haf been chosen properly, ppl tat i shud haf treated better, things tat i shud haf let be.. KArma is the word.. but right now there's nothing we can do juz look forward and pray for the lord's guidance. Amen.

Sept 9-10 -- Singapore Opens.
Nov 11-19 -- World Club Championships
Judgement day is approaching.. have i improved on anything? i feel there's still so much i need to do to get better.. i'm not ready.. i needa to buck.. i needa concentrate.. no more clubbing or whatsoever..
Ulty's my life! My life's ulty!

2006-08-02T01:43:00.000+08:00

14th July
Supper At Al-Ameen..
Last yr was at Al-Azhar.. haha..
so cudn't think of anything to do, was invited over to Ziyi's house fer drinks..
His parents were so nice , continuously stuffing us with food! and he makes a gd host, like parents like son!!
and this yr my cake came in the form of Ben & Jerry's Cookie dough! thank u my dear frenz!!!

the same pic one yr later.

si ren bang in the yr 2006 still missing GWL

The gurlz!

And then my nite continues, spawning into a nite of crazy drinking.. thanks ziyi!

15th July
The Final party..
With a big family like mine, celebrating birthday everyweek is kinda hectic so here we go with a gathering fer the july babies!

27th July
The LAkehouse
awesome tear jerking movie!

2006-07-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

yes yes.. my blog like poster already.. never change one.. so this is really a long awaited entry!

anyways, first and foremost, another medal to the tally.. aetc mess soccer 3rd!
haha.. no choice muz brag..

anyways the long awaited updates..
PLs NOte.. All pics are stolen from MissMAndyy.blogspot.com.

8th July
My Pre Birthday party!
Introducing the cast!

Our First Rounds between myself mandy & steph

The Long Awaited Lambos!
-- the photographer is the only one that din drink!

Thank You guys fer the wonderful nite!

13th July!!

How often does one guy gets to wake up to clam chowder, chawanmushi, a birthday cake, a gift ------- with nuthing on but a towel around him?

i did.. which after pirates of the caribbean. great movie!
and of cuz dinner!!! with my family at gillman village.. shiok man!

Mandyy, thank you fer this day.. it was great

f.r.i.en.d.s

2006-07-11T13:38:00.000+08:00

and so it was, a decision made..
a risk i had to take..
hopefully its fer the better else i'll live to regret..

i'm still lost..

ade--> u free meh miss air stewardess... wahaha.. anyway hope ur job aint killing you..

jan--> no worries..

---

2006-07-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

Not really one to celebrate birthdays.. so peeps err, i really dunno wat i'll be doing... dinners are fine with me, clubbing still can.. getting drunk? try harder.. haha..
if u're gonna ask em wat i want, here i go again

1.CRumpler pouch
2.Brazil's jersey
3.Man utd jersery
4.England's jersey
5.Street soccer shoes! (call keith n ask him)
6.Oakleys!!
7.Boardshortz!
8.Sponsership fer worlds!! *prays hard*

2006-07-03T00:29:00.000+08:00

Tmr Mumba and Swee Nee gonna go SSC -- Singapore sports council fer meeting..
hopefully shiok can get the sponsership fer worlds!! *prays hard*

series of unfortunate events.. sianz.. england and brazil out..

Getting fat

2006-06-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

i got B.O.R.E.D!

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Gambit

75%

Colossus

70%

Emma Frost

70%

Wolverine

65%

Storm

60%

Cyclops

60%

Jean Grey

60%

Iceman

60%

Beast

55%

Nightcrawler

50%

Rogue

45%

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2006-06-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

Disappointed with myself.. worlds is coming up, and i feel no improvement in ulty n my fitness... gotta work harder...

hmm.. was wondering if i shud put a wishlist fer my birthday like girls do.. Haha..
No harm..
(In no order of preference)

1.Man utd's new jersey
2.Crumpler Pouch.. the $39-$49 range one...
3.Brazil's Jersey
4.New Street soccer shoes.. (Nike)- Keith noes.. call him.. (haha)
5.BOARDSHORTS..
6.Sponsership fer worlds!!!!

i think tatz abt it.. haha.. cant remember anything else..

Happy Being M.E

2006-06-03T02:48:00.000+08:00

Someone say my blog like poster.. Never update at all.. Haha
well been busy lah guyz.. esp those whu knew wat happen..
oh well.. Family has kinda settled dwn i hope, all i can do is pray hard..

Ulty been ok.. recurring injuries dampen everything.. hope i'll be ready fer openz n worldz..

as fer everything else.. i really dunno..
every little thing said shows alot.. esp slips of tongue..

Photo Updates Fer Last Last wk..

23/05/06
now plus Adelene "Chao Ah Lian" Tan.. 70 percent of original cast of Turnover Junkies..

23/05/06
Eugene "NUM" Wong, Enrique "GAY" Lee, Stephen Ong "MIMI"
back together again..

23/05/06
Supper @ geylang.. the day gene juz touch down.. the original TuJu

24/05/06 Sakae Sushi @ Sentosa
dun be alarmed.. itz only the 1st round.. *grinz*

Went to Sentosa wif mandy.. sakae fer lunch then with me like a bleached whale, headed down to the beach to bask in the sun.. yupz, typical slacker or bummer style.. no complains..

"There More to It Than Meets The Eye"- how true.. *grinz* she in my oversized shirt..

27/05/06
yeapz, Tua Pek Kong landed in singapore and dragged us all to club with him, eventually he got wasted.. haha..
Sorry Bro..
and hey it was real great seeing u after 3 yrs man.. boy its been so loooong, all the stupid fun we had @ Breeks! it was totally memorable..

till the sun hits my face..

2006-05-08T18:06:00.000+08:00

i never learn..
feels like history has juz bitten me once again..
a yr later it still got shattered..
i dunno wat i'm doing..
throwing myself in..
i still believe my instincts..
i'm still waiting fer that designated ringtone to buzz..
i screwed up..
i dun like this post..
someone change it..
i believe you i still do..
tho yest and todae seems diff again..
for i ran away from the sun..
dun run away dun leave..
i believe in YOU.

Pain, aches, cramps, project frizb

2006-05-02T00:26:00.000+08:00

Losing slp... 3 days in a row.. rounding with the brothers.. and waking up damn early.. haha..

Man utd lose.. but the pizza at Modesto was fantastic.. haha..
Wine at Meritus Negara.. Jacobs Creek.. ade Slimmer.. Muz b the uniform.. haha
Andrew Chang's hat? super fun.. plus revenge is sweet.. haha..
Poh jie's place.. nice.. freaking hot jacuzzi.. fun @ the pool.. SHIOK AR!
Shiok? heading to Worlds (world club tourney).. gotta start $$ preps..
Hostel? gruesome..
Sentosa? tired aching beach volley ultimate rain
yeap a rather vague summary of my weekend

oh i talked to her.. haha.. not face to face tho.. thru a computer screen it was..
a rather nice conversation.. and she said yes to me asking her out, with a big nice lollipop tho.. gotta think of where sells nice big lollipops.. Candy Empire? HaHa..
*blushes*

Dental surgery tmr.. scary.. haha.. oh thanks kelly fer ur msg! so nice of u! gonna be starving fer the rest of the week.. oh my..

worlds.. needa prepare.. needa train hard.. needa save money.. meeda quit smoking..
needa watch my injuries... gotta stay injury free.. guess it means no league..
needa prioritize.. i wanna last longer..sleepy..

2006-04-24T00:32:00.000+08:00

argh! realised all my injuries swelling never go down at all.. muz discipline myself n keep icing them...

need a non ulty life i feel, but if this life can fuse into ulty lagi better.. haha

Holy Week .. Lenten Virgil .. Gd Friday .. Play .. Easter Virgil .. Easter Sunday .. Training .

2006-04-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

Holy Week is prolly the only week where ppl go to church more than 4 times a week..
Lenten Virgil was quite a quiet affair this yr..
Gd Fri play as usual.. Certain things i'll juz keep shut..
Easter Virgil Mass was freaking long.. since 9 to 0030.. 99 newly baptised.. Welcome to the family..

Thru out all this, hanging out with my church peeps is still damn freaking crazy.. All the really stupid things we do.. Really.. Great to be back..
And sad to say some ppl can be real FUCKING bossy at times.. We've been there longer AND WE FUCKING KNOW HOW TO DO IT.. DUN FUCKING TELL US WAT TO DO.. PLUS U JUZ FUCKING CANT LISTEN AND SCREWED THINGS WHEN WE ALREADY TOLD U NOT TOO.. STOP ACTING SO DAMN BLOODY FUCKING SMART CUZ U FUCKING AINT.. WITH AGE DUN ALWAYS COME WITH WISDOM.. OR RATHER U FUCKING DUN.. AND STOP FUCKING SHOWING THAT "I FUCKIN KNOW IT ALL" LOOK.. DIG IT!
yes i'm fucking pissed..
i'm sorry but it wasnt the first time.. u juz fucking unleashed all the shit u gave from last time..
(lashing out juz feels so gd)

went newton n shisha-ing (wonder if tatz the correct spelling..)after easter virgil fer joe's 21st.. lotsa fun..
Jonny u are a cork.. thanks to u i felt so err... errr.. haha..

Training turn out was awesome.. but as usual some idiot has to miss it again.. haiz.. seriously get a grip and mean wat u say.. u din juz say it to me.. pls remember tat.. oh and the weather was a bummer.. i can run :)

resurrected.. getting back into the flow of things.. let the past remain as the past.. aint gonna fall back no more..

purchased my first men's health.. gonna fully ultilize it.. strict regime folow i muz..

burning memories

2006-04-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

a picture paints a thousand words..

a tinge of every lil feeling i felt b4

2006-04-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

does wealth plays a part in really everything? young uns around me having convertibles, a seemingly endless supply of money n everything.. perhapz i cud haf led a lifestyle like dat, if nt fer the evil in the world.. not blaming anyone, itz god's will.. amen.. i leave my peace at tat..

knee still aint strong enuff fer ulty.. cant even squat fer too long.. found tat out last night.. so itz still no ulty fer me.. sometimes playing ulty is like an escape fer me i think.. stepping onto the field putting my full focus on the game, casting everything aside, into the world of disc, letting the adrenaline rush take control and mainly haf lotsa fun.. if life was tat simple.. i juz love this game..

jas belated b'day surprise was a blast.. haha.. she gotta so pissed tat we were all "mobilized" at the same time till she totally din see the lighted b'day cake in front of her.. she muz haf been real pissed.. haha.. so there we were again @ jas's place slacking n drinking sheridan's.. grinz..

fragmented blog relects on a fragmented life..

perhapz perhapz perhapz...

p/s: yes i know someone's gonna start bugging me when she reads the entry.. haha..

randomnezz

2006-04-05T00:37:00.000+08:00

the calling is a nice song man..

lotsa things going on in my head.. bursting soon..

i wanna watch movies.. almost all of them.. anyone?

knee's a bummer.. hopefully can recover fer this week training..

random? guess so.. wateva appear i post..

upcoming proj? sensitive..

new phone? haha..

worlds? hmmm

frenz i miss u

god bless everyone..

2006-04-03T01:00:00.000+08:00

Winter League has ended.. no more early mornings fer training then league games.. and trainings gonna step up already.. club scrimmages are soon to come i guess..
Frizb's been gud this yr.. first of all the NTU's Surf & Sweat which my team emerged as champions then the undefeated Turnover Junkies @ SMU's Wakiki beach tourney champions too, and now Stiffy undefeated streak of 14 games n the gobbling up of the league n finals honours.. so itz 4 medals i haf.. yeah!

on top of tat the " Most Improved Player" award

and my pretty co capt! mumba..
My co-capt/ex capt frm prev club, team mate on new club, gf of my present capt/shifu and also my shifu.. so long and confusing, but here's mumba!

oh ya and my league team "Stiffy"

there will be more uploads soon.. kinda tired to do more now..
anyways, let something off my chest todae.. will juz hope fer the better..
Ciao

2006-04-02T14:30:00.000+08:00

guilty, bad, useless.. tat all sums up wat i'm feeling rite now.. i'm at a lost of wat to do, say or even think.. hope they haf really thot things thru..

to you: we'll always be there fer u no matter wat happens.. i dun care how ppl are gonna look at you or even us next time.. we all hope u wud really think thru ur decision.. we love you and we hope u kbnow it..

2006-03-29T00:20:00.000+08:00

~if i cud.. fly away...~
~i wun come back no more~
~i'll turn around juz to see you fer the last time~

tmr big matchup.. Shiok Vs Freakshow
day of reckoning..

.:: the lamest truths bout ultimate ::.
~huck~ is not a spelling mistake
~spiking~ doesn't land u in jail
~hammering~ is not juz bout carpentery
beer is compulsory
~boatraces~ are held on land
its said to be better than sex
~scuba~'s not bout diving
~hammer~ and get screwed
~stacking~ on another is a fav tactic
~stacking~ is done horizontally, vertically n diagonally.. ur choice
its good being ~offensive~
non-contact sport but ~cupping~ is allowed
boasts more ~cup~ sizes than triumph
ppl get ~stripped~ on the fields
~stripping~ is not chargeable offence
u dun need water fer ~pool~ plays

thanks to contributions from ade the lamer 85..
haha.. i know it sounds stupid.. but nuthing to do during my ES course mah.. wahahaha..

Other stuff.. dunno wad's happening..

2006-03-25T03:53:00.000+08:00

went to the FHM girls next door finals yest @ mos with jeannie, corn, beng, er jie, jonny n anthony.. haha.. sad to say it was a bit boring lah, and certain parts look more like sluts next door.. haiz.. but oh well, but the music after the FHM thingy made things better,.. haha.. jonny's a freaking great dancer..

and still i dunno.. i dun wanna haf to face the repercussion if it results in a worse than before situation.. but i think i haf an idea on how to execute it.. but yea.. dun wanna put things into jeopardy.. its a not a game..

amoureux de vous~

2006-03-21T20:34:00.000+08:00

wanna blog but dunno how to put it, well, simply put i juz had an online conversation with my dad, it meant a lot to me.. a first online n a first meaningful conversation.. yupz, know its kinda common to the rest of the population out there.. but fer my case, nt talking fer a few months is not unusual.. get it? grinz.. well, all i can say now, i'm really thankful fer them.. never gave me up despite the huge disappointment i brought to them.. love them!

cuz mayb~

2006-03-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

valuable time wasted todae.. shud haf juz gone fer training instead..

mayb itz all wrong.. perhaps its obvious but i refuse to acknowledge it..

~There are many things that I would Like to say to you i dunno how~

~sumone asked bout the music playing on my blog.. the lyrics tells it all..~

song bo~

2006-03-19T00:32:00.000+08:00

mini club tourney todae.. had fun playing lah.. floated fer muddies.. overall quite contented with my playing todae.. d's, hand blocks, skying, layouts, hucks.. haha.. shiok ar! best waas at all stars game.. think we all played well, juz tat certain times luck wasnt on our side.. but oh well, point proven tho.. and it was great watching rayner D weiyang(fs) after he spiked the disc in front of rayner! WAAAAYY to GO! haha.. pumped up man..
after tat steamboat with sof.. yumz

words unspoken~

2006-03-17T02:34:00.000+08:00

speak now or 4eva hold ur peace?
really dunno man..
jan says yes, mohan says yes, mumba says yes.. haha

afternoon - ran
evening - frizbed
night - ran

shiok.. satisfied.. more or less.. haha..
jeannie's mum is so cute.. haha.. no no i'm not interested.. juz tat i think she very farni.. haha.. and plus the daughter mother camaraderie quite cool..haha..

sat got mini club tourney.. looking ferward to it.. sunday got camp instructor orientation at changi moe campsite.. far sia.. but i really need the job.. haiz..

~tuning~ ~no good~

2006-03-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

no good week.. throws need fine tuning.. kena burn by alex's nike exhaust.. ugly scar.. kena hit in the nose by one very powerful throw till it bled.. suay..
getting fat.. haha.. fattest person in shiok! i need to lose weight! argh!!needa run more more more more..!!!!!

to say or not to say?... haiz

great plays!

2006-03-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

dunno how the system is, but are we considered league champs? yummy!
finally, i felt tat i'm finally playing the way i'm supposed to.. deep running, layouts, scoring in both ways! hee hee.. and yes, i'm still thinking bout the layout i did.. my best one this yr!
play 1: enrique burns leaving james behind, david hucks, falls shorts in front of james, looks like its gonna get grounded, and a layout round james annnd HE GRABS IT!!! its a score! AWESOME!!! james looks shocked.. great catch he commented.. thank you james!

play 2: tried a backhand to kenneth, grounded but was fouled by dario juz outside their own zone, picks it up again, sees QSN, a full field forehand huck! QSN scores!!! dario was shocked! niceeee...

play 3: QSN picks up disc, turn round dario n BURNS, a huck from QSN, deep enrique goes and scores! grabbed it from juz right in front of him! YEAAAAH!
been so long since i did wat i loved doing, burning deep, laying out fer disc!
finally playing in a position i lurrve! mid/deep.. my world my glory my love!

p/s nt being a show off or being disrespectful.. juz very happy..

alrite, yea stiffy is currently undefeated.. kudos to the team! great plays great passion! YeAaaaH..

bad news, knee ligament pretty bad.. swelled up.. think muz rest from frizb le.. haiz..

car wash? FUN! been a long while since i last helped.. coming gd fri, simon from cyrene..
qns to think about, am i really ming fan tian sha gu xin?
oh well..

Expected and Unexpected

2006-03-11T02:10:00.000+08:00

Expected - failed my basic theory (yes i did failed it)
- boring friday again.. off wasted
Results - really failed basic
- nt tat boring fri after all

unexpected -
change of new physiotherapist.. apparently the same one as sanman and david f.l.. haha.. swelling of ligaments, new set of therapy.. nt bad..
oh well din meet ade fer her frizb stuff after all.. went fer stations and ended up jogging again.. 2 days in a row.. killing my knee..
wasnt a tat bad fri lah.. jeannie was juz as bored so we ran from bt panjang to sixth ave n back... nt bad huh! sense of achievement.. in the words of jeannie, she help me lose weight! haha.. and oh jeannie's mum is so funny.. haha.. and she cant believe that she doesn't remembers me.. oh well i lost weight!

Qns to ponder.. do i really need a jaguar?

Dates to remember.. 2010 n 2014.. actually i mean yr.. haha

2006-03-10T01:25:00.000+08:00

~ you ~

2006-03-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

fought a very tiring battle todae.. grinz.. in other words was trying to keep myself awake during my Es course.. the trainer was some ah beng officer man.. oh well, a warrant.. so freaking bored.. wasted so much of our time.. dragging the freaking lesson.. still challenged me and my fren.. haiz.. grinz.... imagine having to go thru lectures and all with words like moved pronounced as " move ded" done as "done ded" wah liew.. almost "die ded" haha..

tmr got basic test.. haha.. haven study, scarly failed.. haiz.. knee still hurtz.. sunday got all impt league game! top 2 teams match up.. nowadays team turn out quite bad.. hopefully they will all come on sunday.. and i hope dario's full team comes too.. like tat they wun use floater.. haha..

damn really gotta get my game up man.. been playing like shit.. haiz.. no time fer pick up too..

date movie looks pretty gd.. muz watch..

get a grip.. its time to work hard! my future my career!

Misunderstandings

2006-03-09T00:19:00.000+08:00

wateva it is, juz hope ivy sees the light of things.. it was seriously a last min programme.. the planned gathering has yet cfm till wl knows his schedules.. so pls cool down yea..

been meeting up with frenz recently.. had quite a lot of fun!

dunno wat to blog le.. no mood perhapz.. oh well..

first times!

2006-03-04T15:04:00.000+08:00

fer the first time in 11/10 years i went to the beach with my buds, gwl and jh!
fer the first time in my 23 yrs of life i wore pink sockz!
fer the first time i get to see both my buds gf together!
fer the first n last time i freaking waited fer the two idiots fer one hr!
fer the first time i only had wanton noodles with no charsiew n wanton n fruits fer my meals!

so much fer my first times.. haha
well hung out with my two pals.. had lotsa crazy fun again! haha.. seems like gwl n his gal kinda interested bout frizb too.. grinz.. nt my fault i swear.. grinz.. kinda miss this 2 crazy dudes man.. life in sec sch was great cuz of them.. haha. the crazy things we do, kena chase, kena surrounded by gangsters, fights we almost picked, scaring ppl in the bus, jumping into a crowded train, haha.. u name it we do it! haha..

met up with steph jas n her fren outside istana ard 2.. haiz.. this two fellas.. unlucky in love i wud say.. biut i hope things will perk up fer the both of them..jas n steph my rickshaw buddies (as jas puts it)cheer up yea! i'm still here fer u guys! haha..

alrite.. nappy time...

~pms~

2006-03-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

think i'm really pms-ing.. argh!

i think i needa hide away.. go some country.. haha.. a plan devised by me n ma bitch! stephano.. haha.. well life's a bitch.. i miss the sounds of waves..

work suckz.. kena arrowed like shit.. stupid colleague doing tai chi in the office.. *&^$^%@%!#$#@ plans messed up already.. damn pissed.. back's getting better but mayb juz go check it out to be sure..

2006-02-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

been busy with course and atp.. sianz..

i tink i need more disc time.. hucks seems to malfuction at sengkang.. think i play like shit.. need more disc time.. lost my agressiveness i think.. esp my fitness.. argh!! i wanna go worlds.. but i need to strike 4d first.. haha.. any numbers to give? haiz..

~state of mess~

2006-02-21T04:02:00.000+08:00

feeling all bogged down by something arising.. needa find a solution otherwise i'm dead.. my head's spinning.. boy i'm in a daze..

~turnover junkies 06 champz!~

2006-02-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

done with the beach tourney waikiki 06!
emerged champz!
thankz gene, steph, ah boy, kelly and ade! u guys were perfectly awesome! best thing turnover junkies din turnover any disc!(as in drop any passes!)
kept our word and delivered two gifts today! one fer ah boy's birthday, another is prolly ade's last competitive tourney and first medal n also kelly's first too! the joy's on everyone's face was really satisfying.. the team play was really sensational.. the team spirit and co-operation was motivating, the mutual trust? unbelieveable! there was practically no doubts bout each other.. i simply love playing with this group of ppl all passionate bout the disc with no arrogance well spirited... fer once frizb seem so simple again.. at first a bit stressed being captain cuz i'm the least experienced player amongst them! least capped.. haha.. but phew! we did it.. and still play with my bitches summore! to more turnover junkies man! and many more beach ulty to come!

~the plays still flashes in my head.. this is my greatest sweetest n estatic memory by far! kudos to u all~ thank u!

~beach tourney~

2006-02-17T15:36:00.000+08:00

next on the list.. smu beach tourney.. waahaha..
gonna be playing with my gay buds! plus ah boy, ade n samantha.. haha..
anyway chalet from thurs to sat then tourney on sun.. tiring man.. all 4 days at sentosa.. back to beach bumming days!
watch out waikiki06 here comes turnover junkies!

~screwed up~

2006-02-13T00:29:00.000+08:00

~screwed up case 1
---> hucks are like f*** blades n more blades.. 5 out of 10 made it.. lost it again..
muz work on it again...

~screwed up case 2
---> lost focus during last game first half.. played so shitty.. sianz! veri disorientated..

~screwed up case 3
---> somethings are not meant to be.. wahaha

~screwed up case 4
---> i am whu i am.. (i'm starting to rite nonsense..)

anyway.. league part 1 finish le.. potentially highest scoring team, best def. record.. fantastic.. great league.. where is my cupid? bladdy hell eat snake sia..

~ultimate 06~

2006-02-09T18:23:00.000+08:00

~ surf n sweat champs 06 ~
wahaha..
been looking thru courses provided by ntu n nus.. wonder if i cud get into any..
within a span of 24hrs 2 similar qns..
jeannie asked wats one of my greatest regrets.. my studies..
mum asked if i ever regreted not putting effort in my studies... yes..
yea, i do regret.. the screwed up life i once led..
met up with jh n wl the other day.. itz great to meet up with old frenz.. reminsicing
old times, catching up bout each other lives!
v-day's round the corner! haha.. wud it be my first v day alone? grinz.. or mayb i'll get lucky n go out with some pretty girl! wahaha.. i miss frizb! camp life suckz! i miss ong mimi.. faster come back from india!

~clarifications~

2006-02-01T19:57:00.000+08:00

i think my prev entry was abit misleaded..
-there's no malice in tat..
-no itz not directed at u nor bout wad u said.. i swear
-yes its bout a group of ppl
-no i dun blame them
-yes it had affected me all these while
-yes now i dun think i farking wanna care

Happy lunar new year to all.. back from msia.. since eeryone's like talkingbout ANG BAOS in the ever so realistic world, well i din had any outside my family.. so yea lets talk bout collecting very little money huh! ~grinz~ wadeva huh.. yea lets realy hope its gonna be a good year fer me.. wanna shake off all my financial burdens! ~ARGH!~ till then! chill out~

yet another picture tainted

2006-01-28T13:41:00.000+08:00

somehow i sense detestment.. its true time does shows everything, and if u throw in a bit of action to it.. its then the ugly side of every humans shows, the immaturity, the " u nt my fren i wun help ".. u receive the brunt of things, the biasness... yet another beautiful painting tainted by ppl i know.. u held them with regard as gd frenz but yet the reaction they show destroys the word friendship..

~ hypocritical words with hidden meaning! farking sore losers ~ bask in ur own glory of failure n reluctancy ~ aint any wrong in taking the path in wat i believe ~ i haf no intention of hurting anyone neither do i have any in judging u peeps nor haf i did any wrong in jeopardising this friendship.. but its the way u guys took it, the way u guys made out of it, its how u ppl dun understand, its juz simply how sore u guys are ~ i haf always tot its my fault but i think now i truly understand but yet i do not put the blame on anyone cuz i understand ~ it has to happen ~

feeling old

2006-01-27T02:32:00.000+08:00

back from carol's R.O.M at raffles hotel.. nice place.. haiz.. time realli flies.. to think it was like yest when both of us were like chatting lah, shopping lah (me being her consultant), sakae sushi-ing, hanging out with the rest of the gang! and now she's married.. suddenly feel so old.. haha.. seems like i'm not the only one. larry, joel, qian n wenwei, also felt tat way.. grinz.. well not a lot of ppl turned up.. but wasn;t surprised anyway.. knowing carol.. haha.. saw Xy n Tianwei too.. teased them bout when's their turn! wahaha.. and all thanks to carol's wedding, finally the gang has met up.. dinner @ marche, drinks at paulaner's.. tho a bit mature, everyone's still the same.. haha.. joel n larry bickering as usual.. grinz.. qian n Wenwei gossiping.. haha.. nuthing's changed.. i miss the old times.. n yeah being in the presence of love makes me in the mood fer luv..

Yes Jan, i'm sorry, no post fer u by urself, haha.. okok, since it was ur birthday, here's a song! happy birthday to u , happy birthday to u, happy birthday to jan-zy! happy birthday to u! hugz! faster come back sg then we go binging..
and who says couples cant be gd frenz after they break up? Jan's a living example! Kudos to our friendship!

to ade

2006-01-26T02:09:00.000+08:00

seems like i got it wrong huh ade? grinz.. doesnt matter anyways.. like i always say, the most impt thing is fer u to be happy, know wat u want, get it, n go from there.. sometimes giving others a 2nd chance might bring out the best in them, sometimes not, but wateva happens its how u make of it.. So ade dear, as usual i'll support u in any decision u make! if u're in cloud nine, i wun be there, but if u're ever gonna fall, dun worry, i'll be there! haha, and no need to be stunned bout wat i did, din expect u to know some stuff also.. did it outta free will, need no payback need no response and u are welcome.. 3 tix and a packed of crushed cigarettes wun be thrown away till tat day arrives.. (told u before)so with me it'll stay! grinz! and yea, ulty will miss ur layouts...

~you've got to get urself together u got stuck in a moment and u cant get outta it~
pretty sums up my feelings lately..

and TLC, nikky was craving it from her bf.. told her my recollection bout TLC aint so sharp... grinz.. in other words, forgot wat its like.. u guys gonna say me poor thing? i beg to differ.. tho sumtimes juz like any lonely soul out there, the longing fer TLC from someone u can call ur other half is there but i'll live thru it.. grinz..

~time is the essence of life~

Jeopardy

2006-01-25T01:11:00.000+08:00

~ a friendship was placed in jeopardy ~ will things become better or worse ~ wat will come out of it ~ i need the gym gym gym ~ swimming disappointing 4th ~ shagedelic ~ new specs new look ~ love is many a splendid yet fearful thing ~

hazy dazy

2006-01-23T18:15:00.000+08:00

~ a cultural diff i can tolerate, but a huge diff in ???? shocking.. ~

with game 2 underway.. still kinda feel freaking rusty.. hucks are like shit.. pull's like fuck.. need more pick ups.. last week of freedom man.. mundane lifestyle in camp follows.. Sucky! looking forward to my hols in msia tho.. nice getaway i need..

pack of crushed cigarettes n tickets stubs-- as quoted, "pathetic"

happy yet sad, confused yet clear headed ,brave yet scared

~far away~

2006-01-21T16:15:00.000+08:00

-same actions, yet reaped the worse end of it-

Listening to far away by nickelback!

RAndom Spamming

2006-01-21T03:09:00.000+08:00

tag board's up n running.. finally got about doing it.. added a flickr too..
haha, this blog entry is really very random.. read thru it... guess i'm juz spamming.. get everything out.. haha.. read at ur own risk..

Been pondering lately.. Wat lies ahead fer me.. Wat do i wanna do..
- Join an adventure company
- Find a job wif my dip, and study part time
- Take up my aunt's offer which is to teach
- Work towards my dream.. build up capital
- Get a adv dip /degree in something else
- F&B

The prospect fer all tat? The adventure company idea, suits my passion fer sportz, the F&B suits my character, the dream thingy is wat i always wanted, where i can really dig into my creativity, and really work my brains out.. but i need to be realistic.. i'm stumped.. i'm lost.. Grrr.. Actually my dream's related to F&B..
i've always wanted to strike out on my own, start a business, a bar/cafe.. a really gd place to chill out, nights of diff music.. my vision fer ben n jerry's was shortlived as someone with the capital already took the franchising rights.. perhaps dunkin donuts next.. tried talking to my dad bout ben & jerry's before,but was blasted fer thinking it'll be so easy.. yeah money isn't how it used to be before fer my family.. everything's been free falling.. goodness knows when will it stop.. yes back to my dreamz, yea, or perhaps by the beach n everything, but now look at sentosa, east coast, pasir ris all filled up.. grinz.. so now wat i ask myself.. i dunno.. any ideas? i know itz gonna be damn difficult to run a place.. plus for all i know i cant cont studying full time, cuz i still gt three sisters.. and i dunno if i'm really cut out fer engineering.. perhaps in the marketing aspect, the designing maybe? drats.. reality's really freaky... gonna spend the next whole week exploring every options i haf..

and gawd.. 26 is a day of competition, yet being told tat i muz go fer a course, which is only half a day, and carol's wedding is on that same day.. grr.. faster ord soon..cant stand being in an environment with hypocritical superiors with an air of arrogance, thinking highly of themselves... wats the care for soldiers thingy, only 2 out of 10 superiors actually remember tat i think.. screw balls.. unit life has really changed my perspectives.. used to think army was fun and all, yea, the trainings were gd, but management wise, the efficiency and all, are really commendable negatively.. better stop beofre i get sued or charged or some other things which makes them feel SOOO powerful..

al ameen todae, finally had my prata.. haha, even before sam cfm, i aleady went like ok ok ok... haha.. yesh an end to the craving.. grinz.. tmr M.O.S? suppose to reply ivy n wee liang bout tmr's gathering.. but it's seriously kinda last min... dunno wat i wanna do too.. so din reply.. guess they'll call me tmr morning..

Jan juz had her 21st bday celebration.. best wishes gurl!

ade's made up her mind! gd fer her.. wish her bliss n happiness! hugz

Carol juz went to HK! shiok man!

Stephen's gone, knocked out i guess, cant seem to contact him.. wahaha..

Nick(BMT) juz got online.. haha.. freak..

take care peepz.. till then..

crazy outing

2006-01-19T02:32:00.000+08:00

Today was another crazy day..
Juz tot of gg frizb only but things turn out unexpectedly.. So i ended up meeting samantha at clementi central n where all craziness began.. (she can simply chop anywhere..) so begins the adventure with her at City Chain looking at watches, picking watches to try as if she's choosing candy! haha.. oh well, so which after, go find nikky lor.. the initiator of this crazy day, asking us to go meet her fer lunch! (she started the whole meeting up thingy) so yes bugis we went, lunch at Lek Thai.. and went shopping with the 2 gurlz.. whole day kena whacked like siao, got redeemed by samantha(actually i redeemed first), became letchmi the wondermaid.. haha.. from operation keep nikky company became operation buy meihui's prezzie.. so ended up rotting at nikky's counter waiting fer her to finish work then dinner, 2 girls did their own personal shopping then run round town go get Mei hui's prezzie.. So freaking tired.. haha.. tatz todae! oh ya! i got myself something too! a stud! haha.. got the same one as before,,

oh well.. life's still pretty much the same.. nothing new.. stirrings in heart wtill there.. hainz!

2006-01-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

101 things to blog about:
Ulty:
Weather's finally gone better fer a change.. got the 1st league game underway.. n jeez, captaining ain't tat simple after all, gotta keep my mind on rotating my team players.. freaking sensitive issue to handle.. big headache man! lucky got mumba to help, swee nee n david to guide n chee wai to support.. haha.. oh well, ulty's also a sad touchy issue.. kinda miss the dk days.. sumtimes i kinda think "wat if", "why not".. oh well.. wat done its done.. *right clicks regrets folder into recycle bin*

Army:
Attached out till 1st feb fer swimming.. freedom juz seems so great!

Life:
MOS is so BIG! really BIG! haha.. pretty nice place.. was a crazy nite out with nat, sam, nikky, meihui, shawn etc etc.. haha.. damn freaking lotsa drinks! its was a rather high nite! haha.. plus Roti JOhn Special was the highlight man!

Last nite was also crazy! Same ppl diff venue! From a simple prata dinner to a operation cheer sam up to a crazy supper at ghim moh! wahaha.. ranging from almost being ambushed in the toilet, cap hanging in the middle of the road to some crazy shit bout angie's fur and almost locked up with two ravaging women! wahaha.. oh well.. talking bout this bunch, world really freaking small, MeiHui's from cannosian convent, samantha's from woodlands pri.. n ok, gene n nat's from aes.. haha.. furthermore all 1 yr my junior.. and i cant help but laugh if i can actually remember sam n meihui totting around in the uniforms.. haha.. crazy!

Came to know some things recently.. stirrings in my heart.. confused.. lost..

depths of solitude

2006-01-11T01:02:00.000+08:00

into the depths of solitude i wanna run, embracing the serenity, seeking my long lost sanity.. away from all i'll run, into a world of oblivion.. i wanna disappear.. i wanna hide.. from wat i do not know.. but somehow i juz wanna be alone.. i need a shell i need a place i need a hole.. perhaps i'm seeking fer something elusive.. perhaps i've sunk into depression.. perhaps there's an emptiness inside eating me up.. perhaps i've mellowed..
yet a part of me juz wanna go wild, be crazy n do all the thingy i cant do.. apart of me tat doesn't want to be alone.. sigh
paradoxical

~where the breeze whispers, where the cold air caresses me, where the sounds of waves soothes me, the enthralling calmness it gives to me.. a longing to be there once again..~

~death means so much more than the passing of a loved one.. sometimes thru death love is created, and love which u haf ever tot exists makes its appearance in all forms n even from strangers.. its does nt haf to be entirely sad cuz with love it brings certain kind of happiness n joy.. watch elizabethtown n u'll understand~

~You And Me~

2006-01-10T01:40:00.000+08:00

You And Me

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right
you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive

phew! wat a day!

2006-01-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

morning swim training
lunch with kat
ikea window shopping
mumba to town
dinner with jeannie
home sweet home

met up with kat fer luch todae.. she's back fer a 2 weeks break then a week in HK then back to new york! lucky gal.. haha.. had katong laksa at HV then mud pie! grinz.. yakking yakking as usual, catching up with old times n new.. so glad i was able to catch her before she leaves or tat wud be like fer another half a yr perhaps.. it was only yesterday she entered breeks fer an interview n thus became my tu di! haha... those were the days..

went ikea to walk around looking at the furnitures and all.. haha.. visualizing how i want my future room to be.. kinda fun! met with mumba to go town first before pick up!haha.. damn accurate my mouth is.. went to wait fer jeannie, while mumba n Qsn headed to brewerkz fer pick up! ( i warned them it shud be off ) walked around heerenz, took the chnace to look fer pris fer a chat.. oh my she seems so diff now, seems like something drastic happen in her life.. hope evrything's fine fer her! and yes, mumba n Qsn came back frm Brewerkz! haha i told them.. went to cine fd court with them as jeannie wasn't done yet! was with them till jeannie came then went seperate ways!

haha.. yeah.. finally met up with that lil gurl! haha.. was telling me she wanted to cut her hair short but scared, finally did it and well, it looked fab! haha.. guess knowing her, she fussing over her hair @ home right now.. haha.. oh my time really flies! this gurl is all grown up already! haha.. it seems only so recent tat this lil gurl in her braces, hairband and all, was like drawing in my exercise book during the star prog in sch.. grinz.. guessed i really watch her grew man.. haha.. damn i'm really ancient juz like mat said.. haha.. oh yes, once again, catching up with each other lives.. us both being so busy n haf nt met up since we both stop teaching in church.. remembering all the swensens lunch we haf week in n out, the sarsaparilla, the outings to beach.. haha, back then everyone was so free and all.. haiz.. now all caught up with work, and adulthood.. time flies..

haha.. seemed like todae i met up with so many gurlz.. aint i lucky? grinz.. wat a day of catching up!

alpha & omega == beginning & end ==

2006-01-04T17:47:00.000+08:00

a yr has gone n a new yr has arrived.. things haf changed and yet some remained the same... an end to a new beginning.. how did i end my yr? well, went to a hotel fer drinks n games with stephen! kinda fun esp after teaching those peeps boat race.. haha.. btw, thanks charzy fer the invite! haha.. oh well, had fun drinking, and i mean drinking excessively again.. haha.. woke up with hangover man.. grinz! saw a bit of the fireworkz thanks to reflections frm the singtel building.. guess itz time to live life anew n renewed.. various aspects of my life totally went dead.. muz revived certain things.. haha.. and guess wat, u were the first person i called in 2006 n the only one i called... grinz! dun haf to doubt.. no one else received my call.. haha.. anyway i'm glad we started conversing again.. my patience has yet to run out! grinz.. and perhaps i see tat as my present fer x'mas.. haha..

oh ya.. one of the first gd thing tat happen to me this yr? found a long lost fren way back from pri sch.. pretty amazing how small singapore is.. everyone's so connected.. haha.. been around lotsa new ppl lately.. getting to know new frenz, widening my circle a bit.. haha.. but perhaps its onli the festive season? grinz.. cuz my passion fer disc will prolly juz burn off all my free time again.. haha.. hopefully perhaps, a new colour can be added to my now mundane life of army n disc? the colour white seems nice.. haha

so wat does 2006 haf in store fer me i wonder.. but wateva it is, bring it on..
haiz.. muz get rid of my laziness.. my 2006 resolution! muz start working out..
and hope each one of u gets ur wishes granted too! so till then my frenz..
may bygones be bygones.. and may new friendship be forged!

Do they know its christmas time at all!

2005-12-24T13:25:00.000+08:00

damn, i miss working part time during christmas seasons, listening to all the songs, watch ppl bustling around, but this yr, life has taken a new change, gone are those carefree working days replaced with ns, and definitely a full time job and a more serious lifestyle.. haiz... i miss days when we din haf much to worry about, juz do part times, shop during festive! damn getting nostalgic during christmas time..
and sad to say, i'm still not feeling very christmassy now.. perhaps its the change in life. or perhaps i have yet to enjoy my ideal christmas..
well, it was kinda nice to meet up with ivy, winnie, ziyi, peishan, shumin, huihui yestie at heerens! haha, had fun chating and all, gifts exchange bet the gurls.. haha.. kinda fun man!
hmmm, watch kong yestie with samantha and i think its a great movie! the love between mankind and animals.. touching... its sad tat they had to bring him out and kill him in the end!

ideal christmas : snow, fireplace, carols, loved ones, christmas tree, perhaps a cabin?, haiz.. definitely gonna work fer that!

2005-12-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

x'mas is juz pretty much round the corner.. but it seems like i'm not looking forward to it.. each year it kinda gets worse.. i wonder wat i'm gonna do fer x'mas.. haiz... shopping is definitely not an option.. plus fer the first time in my life, dec is a working month.. screw balls man! oh santa u know wat i want.. i've neva written a letter to santa before, how bout a blog? grinz

x'mas.. ideal x'mas? a snowy one, in a warm log cabin... tucked away with my loved one! when will my dream come true.. hmmm...
"i'm dreaming of a white christmas" oh well.. plans fer christmas anyone? or perhaps any babes wanna date me out? i'm pretty free.. haha..

i hate being nostalgic..
sometimes memories make u awfully pathetic!
argh! i need a life!
i'm a zombie!!

2005-12-12T02:03:00.000+08:00

i'm so fucking dead... nuthing seems to go rite in my life... argh! who can i blame? no one but myself... fuck it..

2005-12-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

been a long while since i last blogged... nuthing exciting's gonna happen 'cept fer drafting night? haiz.. got atp tat day, cant turn up.. grrr.. fed up! oh ya, did i mentioned i watch twist of fate? grinz.. rather nice musical i wud say.. mystery, intrigue, catchy music? grinz..
oh well, anticipating the upcoming winter league! frizb here i come again! yahoooo!!

tmr's my nephew's first month plus gene's birthday.. dunno wat to do.. i'm torn.. argh! shit man, all the while i tot my cousin'shaving it in the noon.. argh!

2005-11-28T01:53:00.000+08:00

haven blogged fer a while! well, am back on the fields but a diff injury has yet to recover.. the one right at my heel.. freaking painful! knee's better but kinda tight and really sore...haiz.. so sad.. anyway, felt lost on the fields todae.. din really played tat well too... somethings not right.. gotta figure it out.. hmmmm!

damn starting to put on woght.. shit man, been slacking loads at home.. gotta do more than juz pick up mna.. gonna start my jogging again.. but not supposed to do that .. frustrating!
oh yeah! its dec pretty soon.. xmas soon.. cant get the xmas feeling.. mayb shud go down to town fer a stroll perhaps.. nt even in a holiday mood.. perhaps its the first time i spending my novs and decs working... haiz.. life is so different nowadays! miss those days.. haiz!

2005-11-23T14:58:00.000+08:00

when i listened to The Myth song, i think of duets, when i think of duets i think of u... i wanna sing with u again..

2005-11-23T12:52:00.000+08:00

been a while since i last blogged..
juz din haf the mood to do so i guess, things been so monotonous...
but finally, life seem to haf changed a bit, with almost close to 2 wks w/o ulty, life's pretty boring.. luckily, met up with an old fren, chatted with even older frenz, and caught with MIA frenz.. *grinz*
and most importantly, finally conversations are starting.. tho, opportunities seems bleaker (is there such a word?) than before, its still a start of reviving things and friendships..

Amelia's back! the bubbly, crazy girl.. haha, but Mich is like leaving on a trip to msia then germany if i'm not wrong.. lucky babe.. oh well was thinking of meeting up with them on sat with Gab but Amelia cant make it.. so plans cancelled.. oh well, guess we've gotta wait fer a major gathering cuz mich wun be back till jan.. yea, tat girl's damn lazy, studying at nus but lunch at holland v also dun wan! fine so say i din make effort to meet.. haha.. i lazy to go nus also.. wahahah
jeez.. i miss this crazy bunch of church frenz manz! haha.. memories of the camp are back! so much fun! the very first time where we all met! playing "concentration", saboing ppl, chatting till the wee hours! esp with mich on the swing.. (she's damn chatty!) *oops* haiz.. why cant life be so simple like remaining juz kids.. haha, no worries bout anything, juz fun and more fun!

Knee sucks... still hurtz.. woke up with a freaking numb feeling...and right now it still feels bad even when i'm sitting.. damnz!!!

2005-11-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

The taiwan tourney was cancelled... wonder if there's still training... oh well, tho i was like home the entire week only made it to wed and thurs pick up.. wed, only managed to throw cuz it stormed.. whereas thurs also din play much...haiz.. blame it on my knee too.. strangely its been acting up despite missing so much frizb these week... haiz... even physio on thurs hurts too, and while running at brewerkz, cud feel the pain.. guess itz really time to rest! anyway, future plans are starting to form.. time to start putting money aside fer my dreamz..

hey jan, read ur blog, itz really touching to know tat a fren cares! thanks so muchies, its totally awesome.. looking forward to my planned trip to aussie.. grinz!
hugs!

these whole week been slacking... haven been thinking much tho.. haiz.. kinda feel lethargic bout everything, but guessed i'm getting used to everything, but still gt certain things can let go.. sigh~

2005-11-17T01:09:00.000+08:00

yeapz, finally got to changing my blogskin...
spent quite a huge amt of time editing it plus thanks to my sis, whu did the effects fer me.. grinz!

jeez, had to lie to someone in order to end the phone conversation we had.. well, nt being evil, but i really had no interest to talk to her. and its like kinda irritating when she kept saying someone's name in a way like trying to get a response from me.. pissing me off, plus we are of diff worlds.. but how to break it to her? keeps callin.. and kept asking if i'm saving on phone bills cuz i dun pick up.. juz nw i answered n honest, really very weird.. cant find any topics or is it juz tat i dun wanna talk? gee i sound so evil.. of 2 diff worlds we defintely are!

damn, rained when i went to nus fer pick up... at least gt throw abit already... haha... think i still looking fer tat feeling in my throws... i need that adrenaline rush!!! i nid my passion ignited!

sometimes juz feel very lonely.. dunno why.. guess spending too much time at home.. need fresh air.. yeah yeah gonna go watch harry potter prob with an old fren.. hogwarts here i come!

ps: i think my blog sounds very juvenile todae.. haha.. who cares!