Wednesday, October 26, 2005
decisions feelings emotions thoughts all cramped up in one
finally, we decided... itz just left with the breaking of news... wonder wat its gonna be like in the near future... i still share the same passion and dreamz...
mayb in the beginning it does not affect me at all, but perhaps as times goes by, itz starting too... it shouldn't as i dun own the rights to do so.. but i cant help it... i dun know why...
yeah perhaps u are right... perhaps u are wrong... these things do happen some fer a while but some fer eternity... some really do meant everything they do, while some do it fer the sake of getting wat they want... there are varieties, perhaps u met the wrong one, ain't trying to prove anything juz an honest opinion, no one is perfect, i am not... my patience runs with time, but not as long as time... time does not ends, of mayb it does when ours ends... time will tell... i mayb irritating... i'm sorry... will try...
love is a beautiful and splendid thing but yet harmful and disastrous... pretty yet ugly... loving yet hurting... after a storm comes the rainbow someone told me... press on and realization will strike... no wall is impenetratable, cuz they are nothing but works of mankind...
yes this is once again a random blog, where my tots run freely with no restrictions or implications or obvious meanings nuthing but juz thots floating within my brain cells... within my originality... saw a quote just now, "mayb god made man in halves, so in their lives they are searching fer the right half to match" am i in a half or perhaps being an exception...
i'm sorry to haf disappointed u like i may haf to lotsa others... but ur views bout it means a lot to me... ridiculous to u it may seem... but u are starting to affect me more than i realised...
yours disc life mayb only a short span, if so make full use of it ba... itz always a pleasure to play with you, tat i'll definitely miss... u taught me alot too! ultimate rulez!
still, 1 day i wish i'm the one
it has evolved... the attraction is stronger...
perhaps u are right, itz not possible, will never happen but still i muz try even if my heart breaks... my bad...
i am true...
itz 1:15am... my sis called... quarrelling with my mum.... my mum's crying... threaten to run away from home... the first one did it now the second... haiz... mayb its not good tat i'm always in camp... i've always offered to help, but yet u guys refused to tell me anything when everyone knows... i'm willing to share... dad, sis, mum, please do not i'm here, i know i haf my own probs but there is always space fer u guys... i'm always here... is there anything i can do? tell me...
my head's spinning, boy i'm in a daze... i feel isolated , dun wanna communicate, i take a shower, i will scour i will roam, i'll find my piece of mind, a happy mind i once own...
10/26/2005 11:17:00 PM
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