Sunday, September 25, 2005
implications~complications
Guess cupid's been at work again! Seems like most of my frenz are all caught in it one way or another.. i'm not spared either, but it has kinda make me confused over certain stuff.. fickle? or keeping my options open? or a simple pure definite revelation of attraction? COMPLICATED! Suddenly, conversations with a certain someone has increased tremendously to an extent tat i have never experience b4, and been like spending with her too frequent? Well, she's a pretty good company, spontaneous, not lacking in the looks department, interesting,nice and juz yesterday, sweet.. but with our frequent hanging outs, prolly everyone's thinking , he's such a flirt, or perhaps fickle! Well, therefore i deduce cupid's job, incurrs complication, plus a huge dosage of implications... totally ridiculous.. haha, seems like i'm blaming cupid fer everything huh! Well apparently my heart's been pumping real hard this time round, can never keep my eyes off my phone, reacting at the slightest bep from it, am i sinking in too deep? i dunno... well, i guess i am, and i'm prolly taking it too hard and pushing it too much, after all, its a one sided thing for all i noe again! but i wud say this time round its prolly more serious as i'm starting to do those stupid out of the way thingys again whenever i'm truly attracted to someone... fickle u said i am, but well, wateva i did fer u, it never happened to the one b4, so tell me.. but u'll never know anyway..
well i'm sorry if i'm freaking u out, by coming on so hard, cuz its like only a period of 1 week or 2 that we suddenly started conversing, at a rather freaky pace too... trying to treat u as a fren but emotions got better of me.. so yeah, will slow it down , and i know u haven got over ur affairs of the heart and wun be anytime as yet.. so my apologies, but do know i'm always here..
9/25/2005 01:20:00 PM
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