Saturday, October 01, 2005
Deeper~
guess, i falling in deeper.. i'm still scared i believe, but why am i allowing myself to juz go all out? i dunno.. but yet fear of another kind is creeping in again, a sense of dejavu yet again.. why does it haf to happen again? but this time round he knew her first, but its weird cuz it kinda contradicts everything he once told me... wateva it is, pls dun hurt anybody, including yourself.. the two gurls dun deserve to be hurt seriously...
oh well, guess wat, she read my blog... she knows... guess, its out in the open... damn, was quite confident she wun read but anyway, dun care, still juz gonna splurt wateva i wanna splurt here! SPLURTZ! *grinz* anyway no promises she said, itz gonna take a long time... itz ok, healing takes time, and during tis period of time, i'll be there.. juz like todae.. dun ask fer anything in return, juz tat wide smile on ur face n the happy glow... yes u say i'm silly, i dun care, wateva makes u happy...
to tat particular fren of mine, yea i know wat i want, bet u realised it already... and i wish u luck too..
2 of my close frenz are leaving, and i wasn't able to meet one.. damned.. next week gg to aust fer studies! the other getting married and gonna go live in aust.. haiz... so many ppl leaving..
tmr sentosa, frenz commissioning... she's goona sleep thru the first part, might nt wanna join us fer the 2nd... hmmm... gotta pyscho her... haha.. alrite... lights out..
10/01/2005 03:01:00 AM
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